The Unthinkable Thoughts of Thinkthing

It's not supposed to be this way

2010-07-28T10:35:00.004+07:00

Why do I keep thinking about you...and missing you?
this is so wrong....

*image taken from http://nonamayo.wordpress.com/2008/09/17/aku-menunggumu/,via google

The Cloudy Sky of The Last Quarter

2009-10-09T21:57:00.001+07:00

The cloudy sky of the last quarter
Always makes me feel shattered
Strike together all the sadness
Break my heart into pieces

No matter how hard i try to accept
It will always be something i can't forget
All this pain i cannot deal
But people says that time will heal

So for all the loss and all the gain
Let's be thankful for what remains
Try to break all that restraint
And move forward endure all pains

*Last quarter of the year,for some people,might have left a deep wound
Shit happens...we know that. but when it's on the last quarter of the year somehow it's just too hard to forget....every year those bad memories just keep coming back!
well,maybe it's because of the cloudy sky.....:p

Love with Logic, Think with Heart

2009-04-24T14:40:00.002+07:00

Love is overrated
It often leads to hate
As long as there is love
Hate will stay exist

Love with logic
Think with heart
So ain't no something ironic
Can make you fall apart

Back!

2009-04-24T13:57:00.002+07:00

i'm back!well...it's been almost a year since my last post, i don't know why i don't feel like writing anymore...not only in this blog,but also my other-side-blog hasn't been updated for quite a while.

And i've just realized that my last blogpost here titled "Vacuum"!
ahahahaha....

Vacuum

2008-05-09T14:16:00.003+07:00

Read my lips&steal my line
Sugar taste bitter in the sour times
Salty tongue makes a bittersweet kiss
10 missed calls don't mean a miss

i'll be late going to the ball
Still here waiting for the booty call
Coz' there's no more sex in the midnight chat
Yes i'm a dickhead but not a warhead

Grumble mouth full of bubble
Gone with the wind all the humble
Nagging is surely tiring
But caring is not my thing

High tension makes me sick
Now our life is dichromatic
Coherency full of gimmick
Isn’t it so ironic?

So rest the heart and take the time
Everything will be fine...

Rest the heart and take the time....
Everything will be fine... :)

Blood in a Rush!

2008-05-07T19:38:00.003+07:00

"Oh! So you come hon,Please sit down"
"Relaxes your self, don't be so nervous"
"wanna drink?a cup of tea?"
"I guarantee Its sugar free"
"Come next to me, lets watch TV"

But all i want is...

Just making out
But please dont get too fast
We can make it hard
The blood is in a rush

Till come the morning sun.
I'll still lay in your arm.
Having breakfast with your mom.
While its still dawn.

But all i wanna do is just stay in bed.
Lay my head besides your head.
And i'm staring at your eyes.
Like saying:

Let's make out
But please dont get too fast
We can make it hard
The blood is in a rush

I want you
You want me
Wrap your hands around me

I want u
You want me
Let's do it again!

Blood in a Rush
Lyrics: Yudhi Arfani & Me
Music: Yudhi Arfani
will be available on the upcoming Everybody Loves Irene's 2nd album

Ecstasy

2008-04-02T11:39:00.003+07:00

Ecstasy...

Flying in the sky
Swimming in the galaxy
Everything I see
Is beyond reality
Drown into sorrow
Coz' i let my heart go
You Fuck me in my dreams
But then kill me when I wake up

Ecstacy...
You're ecstacy

ecstasy...made you happy and fly to the seventh heaven...but it kills!!

*i wrote this as a rap verse to ELI's new song with the same title, but i dont know yet whether we would put it in or not...

DO Judge a Book by It's Cover!

2008-03-22T01:47:00.006+07:00

why do people said "don't judge a book by it's cover"?
you won't be interested with the book if the cover is lame!!

We DO judge a book by it's cover!
But don't just look and stare at the cover the whole time!

You got to open and see what inside of it.....
Turn page by page and read it thoroughly

*You don't buy a book just to look at the cover rite?
But you got to admit it,the cover is the first part of the book that'll attract your eyes. The same thing goes in a relationshit...err,i mean...relationship!

Which Came First, Love or Lust?

2008-02-29T23:57:00.001+07:00

Which one came first?

Love
or
Lust?

why do people say "Love at First Sight",not "Lust at first sight"?
and why do people tends to say "I Love You" rather than just honestly say "I Lust You"?

We do love to war

2008-02-26T09:21:00.003+07:00

There's no such thing as win-win solution!

Coz we do love to war!
We do love to quarrel!
We do love to fight!
We do love to incite!
We do love to hate!

We prefer to make people understand us rather than understand them
We prefer to see the difference rather than see the similarity
We prefer war than peace!

We are a primitive race
We love to see other people hating the same thing as we are
We love to see our rival falling
We love to be the only one winning
We love to be the last person standing
We love to win!

We ARE Human.....

Hati-hati main hati!

2008-02-18T21:19:00.006+07:00

Hati hati bermain hati
Kau tak tahu apa yang kan terjadi
Entah besok atau lusa nanti
Mungkin kita tak berdua lagi

Jangan kau berikan seluruh hati
agar kita tak saling menyakiti
Kelak nanti kita kan sendiri
Karena tak ada yang abadi

Lelah sudah ku bermain hati
Selalu menanti yang tak pasti
meski tetap kuberharap
Kita kan berdua sampai mati.....

capek ah pakai hati..too much love will kill you!!

* Terinspirasi dari percakapan via telfon dengan seorang teman, ketika dia sedang curhat gua bilang: "hati-hati lho main hati..."

The Big Bang Prophecy

2008-02-17T22:24:00.008+07:00

Yes we know that our earth is sick
And we're desperately trying to cure it
So Lets just drop something atomic
As an action to clean it

Then the world will soon come to its end
But we'll still be together holding hands
Being the new Adam&Eve
In the sunset of the new year's eve

We'll build a new world of Utopia
Where there will be no hysteria
Of thinking how the world will vanish
Like how it was on the Atlantis

There will be no benny & fascist
nor the likes of adolf the rascist
We'll built the world that lennon imagine
The world that full with gibran's limb

Now we know that our earth is sick
And we can do nothing to cure it
So Lets just drop something atomic
maybe it'll help to pure it

We're gonna make a new place of us
We're gonna build something that we trust
But we need an Armageddon first
Big big bang the answer is!

The Big Bang Prophecy
Lyric: Me
Music: Yudhi Arfani
will be available on the upcoming Everybody Loves Irene's 2nd album

*Awal nulis ini karena kesal dengan kondisi Jakarta yang kacau balau yang membuat gua berpikir pesimis:
"Jakarta udah terlalu hancur,salah bangun dari awal...ibarat main lego harus dihancurin lagi dan dibangun ulang"
lalu terinspirasi juga dari The End of Evangelion,dimana kalau tidak salah pada akhir film itu yang hidup tinggal Shinji Ikari dan Soryu Asuka Langley, being the new Adam & Eve...

Prelude

2008-02-17T22:11:00.002+07:00

Hola!My name is Bellboy and this is my side blog,dedicated to my other side